Changes

So I am 30 weeks pregnant and I am so swollen already!! I still have 10 more weeks. My fingers are so swollen that my manager and a co worker had to cut off my wedding rings (thanks baby girl) my fingers are also tingly and It hurts some times to try and make a fist . My feet hurt every time I wear shoes. I have been eating bad so the salt could probably be apart of my swelling. :( I need to keep an eye on my blood pressure just to be safe but that will be kind of hard since I don't have a monitor and grandma said I could go and use hers but I am suppose to do it at the same time and that will be hard when I have to work and your daddy has the car ,I really don't like to drive now that my belly is reaching the steering wheel, so I really don't drive. Oh and I have been so hungry lately and been eating everything you made me gain 5 pounds in just 2 weeks :( made me really sad to hear that.I think gaining that much weight so fast I got my FIRST stretch mark and yes I cried you daddy had to calm me down and reassure me that he will still love and think im beautiful because this is where your coming from and all of it is for you. but Lets wait till the last month please please please baby love to gain anymore weight . Any ways you have been moving a WHOLE lot more and I just love to feel you move. Even daddy loves to feel you move .You play that game sometimes where you move a lot and when I tell your daddy or moves his hand on my belly you stop. Its cute. When your daddy and I are laying in bed asleep in the morning he can feel you kick .(I lay towards your daddies back so belly hits his back)So you wake him up that way . Oh and you got me eating ICE CREAM!!! lol I love Ice cream right now and it still has to be on the cone. I like Ice cream but I really didn't eat it as much before but now you got me wanting to eat it more . I really can not wait to meet you but horrified about the labor:( Your daddy said not to be (yea easy for him to say). I do hope 10 weeks goes by fast I cant wait to hold your smelly butt in my arms :) and give you so much love. I know for a fact daddy and I will have to toss a coin on who gets to hold you next . Changing your diaper is another story lol :) I also cant wait for 10 weeks to come fast because I already said your name out loud and thank god that person didn't hear you. Its getting harder and harder for me to keep your name to my self now that I am getting use to it lol I love you